I want my firefly. The one that glows in the dark. The one that gives colors to the black. The one that carry light inside and shines without perforce.
The one I haven’t met yet.
damn I’m stuck with these guys
I can hear him speaking by his accent
acts like a womenizer, biggest jerk
well mostly, he’s just my favorite bastard.
my sweetest bag of stories.
this girl was a disaster
a silly phrase inventor, as noisy as a firecracker
no doubt, she’s my best even in my worst!
her mind is also mine
and believe me, having one of her is more than enough.
here comes the sweat-shirted-guy :)
careless wanker, eminent joker
british-ish one that always been so helpful
my greatest tissue, my laugh trigger
I can tell what’s his brain made of, I got one too.
when my phone got his name on it when it rings,
i know something fun was gonna happen
he’s a trash, a nice cut artist
my all time sissy messy boy :P
we did have a fight sometimes
who care, we find ways to make up even after the worst.
thanks pal.
for saying ‘hello’ when others wave hands
for the presence as long as you can,
and I understand the times you can’t.
well, absence of presence doesn’t count as leaving
to me, you always are around.
CHEERS!
Hanum-Abi-Tashya-Helmi-Rheza
berpendar dalam hitam
nyata biarpun dalam bingkai imajinasi
dalam terang dia diam lalu mewarnai gelap
titik-titik tanpa pola menari teruntai meninggi
matahari tidak jahat karna menyala,
hanya bulan terlalu pendiam, maka ditemani
alam hanya latar, seperti aku hanya pemimpi
dialah aktornya
meski tanpa sutradara, tanpa alur, tanpa cahaya
kita akan bertemu
tidak sekarang, tapi pasti akan
saat itu, aku pasti mematikan bara
menahan kedip dan membuka mata sedikit lebih lama
untuk dia yang berpendar dalam hitam
bersinar setia, tanpa terpaksa.

sampai bertemu, kunang-kunang.
it’s Christmas peeps. it’s Jesus’ birthday, not Santa’s.
how could Santa got more attention than the birthday boy - or man - Himself?
mr. curiousity
oh sir please leave
your look is just too irresistible
simple tiny thing turns into a huge attack
knocking and knocking at my brain
you can give no answer nor certain ending
but still you smell wonderful
so blur yet still so real
congratulation you are successfully mix reality and imaginary
your unreachable, but your surely in my range
your the option of the unpickable choise
seriously, you’re killing me softly
so please sir, I beg you
don’t do me any good.
just leave. jog on.
I never mind waiting. But for now, our time just rushing out. Yet I’m wondering what kept you so long or what stands between us. Suddenly waiting was just nonsense.
– stupid little jerkgoing nowhere
I was sitting in a train
in a huge warm comfortable chamber
with a red curtain that never closed
people doing things, their reflection dance in front of me
plotted in a shadow draw on the sunshine
such a beautiful scenery
I got everything i need
a bubble of imagination fills my head
my destination would be perfect
then I look outside
people come and go, little children running arround
another train just left, and another arrives
but still i look at the same platform
with the chair and stands in the exact place as i got in the train
then I realize, I’m actually going nowhere.
unequal
cup of ice cream works in its own way to melt us together
even the sun and the trees save us some spot
to sit one next to the other see the beautiful scenery of nature
I do notice that I’m not alone
there you are holding my hand, encouraging me
swing me around to make me happy
smoothly leave a kiss on my forehead, it calms me down
see, that’s always YOU doing things
taking care of this stupid little jerk
sometimes I think you just work too hard to mend us together
just TOO hard.
L for Lame
open the door, and step inside the room
there were you
we met eyes to eyes, but you never came
such a coward, I said
being so close, yet still so far
then..
memory of a month ago slap me in my face
you’re so lame, but so was I
I know how it felt like
when you want so much to step just a little closer
just to give a simple smile or a light punch
or the fact that what you really want is
to caress that ‘stupid thing’ that scares you off
it’s okay for being scared, ‘cause I am too
never mind it tho’, ‘cause you got me and I got you
well, I guess that’s the idea of being somebody’s somebody
to build something that haven’t been built
to get arm in arm and never gonna be scared anymore
to make things work over and over the troubled times
so come on you lame, be brave enough
and so will I.
realistic idea
there were days when I fall for you
but there’s someone else’s arm that was there to catch my fall
being realistic leads to another way of being cruel
the devil stands, covering the patient one
never mind how many times i fell
nor so many times you stand there
all that I need to know is that you’re there
waiting for me to stand again and never gonna fall
so that we’re ready to run
yes, when I’m steady enough, we’ll run. together.
Don’t fall for me, I might not be strong enough to catch your fall
But here’s my shoulder, wide enough for you to rely on
And here’s my hands, strong enough to hold yours
Then, we’ll never need to fall again.
The first and greatest victory is to conquer yourself; to be conquered by yourself is of all things most shameful and vile.
– Riki Dior YuliusCourage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear. The brave may not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all. From now on you’ll be traveling the road between who you think you are and who you can be. The key is to allow yourself to make the journey.
Useless Compass
Look around there’s noone around you
Get lost in a desert with no clue nor direction
Turn left, turn right, go straight, turn around?
The useless compass close itself for you
All ends are await nowhere
tick.. tock.. tick.. tock..
So the time moves unpatiently
Chasing you and your stupidity
Hoping it to push you to the corner
So that at least you know where you are
Longing for the bell of time-out counts you out
A simple ring, saves you from a suicide




